✨ Main Kya Chahati Hoon? Ek Sawaal Jo Har Roz Uthta Hai

 

✨ Main Kya Chahati Hoon? Ek Sawaal Jo Har Roz Uthta Hai

By Juhi — Mentor, Learner, Educator | Juhi The Explorer

Kya tum kabhi subah uthkar bas aise hi sochti ho —
“Main kya chahti hoon?”

Main roz sochti hoon.
Is sawal ka jawab har din badal jata hai. Kabhi lagta hai sukoon chahiye. Kabhi lagta hai ek naya safar chahiye. Kabhi sirf ek apna kone, ek pyara jhoot sa "theek ho jaega" sunna chahiye.

Lekin jab main sach mein apne aap se poochti hoon, dil ke andar se... toh khamoshi milti hai.

🌿 Kabhi kabhi lagta hai:

  • Main sirf ek normal zindagi chahti hoon — jisme kisi ko mujhe samjhaane ki zarurat na ho.

  • Main chahti hoon apne liye jeena — bina guilt ke, bina permission ke.

  • Main chahti hoon ki koi mujhse pyaar kare, bina badle ke.

  • Main chahti hoon ki kisi ek din ka toh matlab ho.

Kabhi kabhi lagta hai main khud ko hi nahi samajhti.
Ek din lagta hai sab thik ho jaega.
Agle din lagta hai sab jhooth hai.

🪞Main khud se baatein karti hoon:

Kya main galat hoon jo alag sochti hoon?
Kya main galat hoon jo rona chahti hoon bina kisi wajah ke?
Kya main galat hoon agar main sirf khud ke liye kuch chahti hoon?

Mujhe lagta hai — nahi.
Main galat nahi hoon.
Main bas insaan hoon. Aur main khud ko paana chahti hoon.

🛤️ Shayad...

Main chahti hoon ki zindagi thodi dheemi ho jaye.
Main chahti hoon ki har cheez ka jawab dhoondhne ka pressure na ho.
Main chahti hoon ki main “theek” na bhi hoon, tab bhi mujhe pyaar mile.

Aur main chahti hoon — ki main likhna na chhodun.
Kyuki likhne se hi toh main Juhi the Explorer banti hoon.

📌 Aaj ka ek simple thought:

“Apne dil ki sunna bhi ek tareeka hai zinda rehne ka.”

Main shayad aaj bhi nahi jaanti ki main kya chahti hoon...
Par ek cheez jaanti hoon —
Main apni kahani likh rahi hoon. Dheere dheere. Safar ke saath.”

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

🌼 To My Forever Friend: Guddu — A Bond That Found Us 🌼

Image
  🌼 To My Forever Friend: Guddu — A Bond That Found Us 🌼 By Juhi — On Friendship Day We didn’t plan this. We never imagined it. But somewhere, somehow — the universe quietly brought us together. I still remember the very first time I met you, Guddu . It was nothing grand — just a moment in the college lobby of our diploma college in Nashik . You were with your elder sister, asking where the admission office was. Such a small encounter… But little did I know — that question would mark the beginning of something beautiful . 🥰 The Little Moments That Started It All The second time, you surprised us. You came to Kalyan — not empty-handed, but with the cutest smiley cups and your signature joy. That’s just how you are — thoughtful, cheerful, full of sunshine. 🌞 Then came the third moment — when I visited your home. You weren’t alone that day either — your sister’s one-month-old baby Gargi was there too. A little bundle of joy… and so were you. From then on, o...
Read more

My Journey as Juhi — From Holding Back to Healing Boldly

Image
  My Journey as Juhi — From Holding Back to Healing Boldly 🌼 Intro Paragraph: Every journey isn’t about changing places — sometimes, it’s about changing within . This is the story of my evolution — from being the girl who stayed silent to becoming the woman who writes, explores, feels, and chooses herself unapologetically. My name is Juhi. And this is my journey — one layered with lessons, quiet wins, and soft healing that still continues each day. If you’ve ever felt stuck between duty and desire, or between what the world expects and what your heart whispers — this post is for you. 🪷 When I Forgot Myself to Fit In For a long time, I thought strength meant staying silent. I believed that being "the good girl" meant: Always putting others first Smiling even when hurting Never questioning, never resting, never choosing myself But somewhere along the line... I began to feel tired. Not just physically — emotionally tired of being invisible to my own self. ...
Read more

🌿 Healing Ka Safar: Jab Maine Khud Ko Thoda Thoda Samajhna Shuru Kiya

Image
  🌿 Healing Ka Safar: Jab Maine Khud Ko Thoda Thoda Samajhna Shuru Kiya By Juhi — Mentor, Learner, Educator | Juhi The Explorer Healing. Pehle lagta tha ye bas ek fancy word hai — books, reels, ya kisi motivational talk ka hissa. Lekin jab zindagi thoda zyada tootne lagi, tab samajh aaya… Healing is real. Pain bhi real hai. Aur khud ko samajhna sabse bada process hai. 💭 Shuruaat kaafi confusing thi... Mujhe khud nahi pata tha main kis cheez se heal kar rahi hoon. Maa ki kami thi? Apne sapno se door chale jaane ka dard? Ya wo har roz ka emotional thakaan… jise main ignore karti rehti thi? Bas itna yaad hai — Ek din main thak gayi thi "theek hoon" bolte bolte. 🪞Tab Maine Rukna Seekha Main pehle har cheez ka solution dhoondhti thi — immediately. Par healing ne mujhe sikhaya — "Kuch dard sirf mehsoos karne ke liye hote hain, fix karne ke liye nahi." Main likhne lagi. Main chup rehne lagi. Main khud se baatein karne lagi. Aur dheere dheere… Ma...
Read more