💔 Main Theek Hoon — Ye Kehna Aasaan Tha, Par Sach Nahi Tha

 

💔 Main Theek Hoon — Ye Kehna Aasaan Tha, Par Sach Nahi Tha

By Juhi — Mentor, Learner, Educator | Juhi The Explorer

“Main theek hoon.”
Ye do shabd kehna itna aasan ho gaya hai ki zubaan pe aate hi dil chup ho jaata hai.

Lekin andar… ek alag hi kahani chal rahi hoti hai.
Main theek nahi thi.
Main sirf thak gayi thi bataate bataate ki main theek kyun nahi hoon.

🕊️ Har Roz Ek Mask Pehenti Thi

Main hansti thi, taaki log na poochein
Main busy dikhti thi, taaki tanhaapan chup jaye
Main muskurati thi, taaki aansuon ka raasta band ho jaye
Main roz mask pehenti thi —
taaki log meri baat ko leke panchayat na karein, judge na karein, ya mujhe kamzor na samjhein.

Mujhe sirf ek pal ka sukoon chahiye tha, lekin logon ko kahaaniya chahiye thi.
Aur maine seekh liya...
“Theek hoon” kehna, sabse safe jhooth hota hai.

🪞Sach Yeh Tha:

  • Mujhe samjha nahi gaya, bas judge kiya gaya

  • Mujhe suna nahi gaya, bas chup kara diya gaya

  • Mujhe sametne ki jagah, aur thoda tod diya gaya

Main har raat apne aap se kehti thi —
“Bas ek din aur. Sirf ek din aur jhel le.”
Aur subah fir se wahi mask, wahi jawab — “Main theek hoon.”

🌱 Par Ek Din…

Maine mask utaar diya.
Maine ro diya, bina kisi wajah ke
Maine likh diya, bina kisi filter ke

Kyuki kab tak theek hone ka naatak karti?
Kab tak apne hi dil ko jhooth bolti?

💬 Aaj Main Kehti Hoon:

Main theek nahi thi —
Par ab main sach kehne ki himmat rakhne lagi hoon.

Main girti hoon, main roti hoon, main akeli pad jaati hoon...
Par main jhooth nahi bolti ab.
Ab main apne liye sacchai ka ek chhota kona chahti hoon — jahan main khud se mil sakun.

✍️ Tum Bhi Suno Apni Awaaz

Agar tum bhi roz kehti ho “main theek hoon”, toh ek baar ruk jao.
Apne dil se poochho — kya waaqai?
Agar jawab “nahi” ho…
Toh likho, bolo, ya sirf ro lo.
Kyuki woh bhi zaruri hota hai.

Apni sacchai ko accept karna kamzori nahi hai — ye shuruaat hoti hai healing ki.

🌟 Juhi the Explorer ka ek vaada:

Main sirf duniya nahi,
apna sach bhi explore karungi.

Aaj main “theek hoon” keh kar chhup nahi rahi…
Main likh kar jee rahi hoon.

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